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my immortal

I´m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won´t leave me alone

These wounds won´t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There´s just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I´d wipe away all of your tears
When you´d scream, I´d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I´m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won´t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There´s just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I´d wipe away all of your tears
When you´d scream, I´d fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I´ve tried so hard to tell myself that you´re gone
But though you´re still with me
I´ve been alone all along

When you cried, I´d wipe away all of your tears
When you´d scream, I´d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

-----im soooo depressed..i try to be strong so my x wont get hurt...but i cnt help it..im swimming with my emotions..i really want to talk to billy..kung d man nya ko balikan..atleast ayusin mn un misunderstanding

oh my.

argh...said i wouldnt fall really hard..but hez so much tattoed on my mind right now..

i hate his sweetness and his efforts...= p

im not even confused..

maybe i miss him..haha..

billy.billy.billy.

im watching "oliver's oil"..according to ate..hehe..lorenzo's oil pala.

grbe..things got out of hand..sobrng ngbreak down nko d other day..i dont know why..

sobrng iniyak ko na lhat kay mama..sa sobrng dmi kong gngawa,,d ko na alam kung ano uunahin ko.

so yestrday my groupmates asked me to pass our business plan for another competition..shet tlga

i didnt know i had to print something pa pla tgether with the business plan..i called LBC

already and they sed napadala na nila un packge ko.i called the coordinator pero nasa seminar sha..di ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko.

i feel so pressured pa sa cupang..i hate looking at the disappointed faces of my students just because they cant carol..

anhirap magbalance ng activities...pero alam ko kakayanin ko to. 

my own "just my luck"

waahh,,,i think after watchin just my luck, sakin napasa lhat ng kamalasan nila.

i spent the whole day with abi..as usual..nasira na nmn nya diet ko..i ended up having indigestion dahil kung ano2

ang pinapakain nya sakin..so..what are my bad lucks::(i thought i wil have the whole day according to my plans)

+ i was not able to attend our group's meeting because i wasnt informed ng maaga..pero khit na..as if magagamit

nila utak ko para sa financial projection (after than loan thingy..ay nkakawala ng gana)..i really wanted to attend

pero wish ko lang payagan ako ni ma dba 

+ grabe ang globe...nananarantado na naman sa signal..hmpf!

+ hindi ko makausap c robert ng maayos today..bwisit na poker yan..naimbento ka pa!screw u. all the more na

i should be excited dahil mag-2 years na kme this sat..wtever.

+ sakit ng katawan ko..nabugbog ata sa kaka-pilates ko..

+ i wasnt able to buy clothes for our defense this friday.nag-away kami ni mama..wish us luck..though nwla ang

dream cash prize namin..we really want to win for the school.ika nga ni sir lo..exposure..over exposed na ata

business idea namin.

+ dahil galit c ma..d pa sha umuuwi kaya wla ako katabi matulog.

+ naiwan ko yun files ko para sa defense sa house ng friend ko..hello..sa mindanao avenue bahay nya..kya khit

gusto ko balikan..lilipad ba ako? at dahil d ko macontact c robert,,d ako makapagpasama sa kanya..coding pa

nman kotse namin,

+ grbe,,yun clothes na hiniram ko kay abi..nahulog ba naman while nasa trike ako..at napansin ko lang na wala na

sha nung nasa tapat nako ng house..so i paid d manong trike ng 40 pesos just to help me find the lost clothes sa

village..mejo lng sa iba't ibang streets ko pa nkita yun mga damit.may dala2 pa naman akong mabigat na blender.

+ 8am kelangan nasa skul nako..LORD please help us for the defense..